Monday, October 02, 2006

1:36 AM
just wanna be the star that shines in your darkness

moving on from the old blog to the friendster and then back to the old blog...but i guess i totally love this new blog as it has my favourite stars...and the music...

but moving on from the friendster blog...i would like to bring in the latest blog i had there...it's something that i seriously realised and wrote in 10 minutes...wow!

as time goes by...we grow up by learning through the obstacles and the circumstances we going to face....

by the way...my this new blog has a new tag box...besides leaving ur comments...remember the tag box ya...hee...


realisations - friendster blog 28 Sep 06

after a nite's sleep...and lots of thinking...i realised many many things...

if it's tough for others to understand urself...then it will be tough for u to understand others...
understanding someone requires time and effort..and of course courage...

who dunnoe that it needs time to understand someone....but time without effort is equilavent to wasting time...making the effort to actually trying to understand the person requires alot of courage...coz u wun noe what u will find out in the end...whether u can or can't accept depends on how much courage u have...and of course...the courage of getting hurt by the truth...
and of course this doesn't only apply to try understanding someone...this also applies to allowing ppl to understand u...

giving ur own time to allow ppl to understand u is sacrificial and of course u must be willing to let ppl understand u by spending quality and willing time with the ppl and this also means making the effort...and of course courage still comes in coz by letting ppl to noe and understand u more give them more chances to hurt u and of course the fear of not being accepted...

i am facing the fear of not being accepted...i am afraid that ppl are unable to handle and accept the real me...i am afraid that ppl will judge me...but come to think about it...the maker made me this way...i can only change for the better...but of course there will be certain things which cannot be changed...and of course...true friends do not judge...they accept and love the way u are...

as time goes by...the truth reveals itself...truth is scary...but it can be beautiful...coz...only ppl who sees with their heart sees the truth...and with their heart...they accept u...maybe part of them still hope for u to change for better...but they are still willing to accept u even if u dun change...

wow! suddenly i realised i dunnoe wat i toking about...maybe this is just me...voicing out things at times which i shouldn't...oopz!!!